You know what really grinds my gears....

Women who smoke, drink, and do drugs while pregnant.

I have no respect for them, and zero tolerance for any women who puts their unborn child in this situation. How can they be so selfish and self-centered?

It's pretty much a death wish for that unborn child, or they will have severe problems when they are born.

Why do they get to have children? Why don't they have the miscarriage?

Why do we women, who have done everything by the book, lose the baby?

I'm not saying that I want them to have a miscarriage, but it seems more likely that they would because they are putting harmful stuff in their bodies.

Then what happens when that child is born?

A child is unable to protect themselves against that kind of enviroment, and they learn by what they see other people around them doing.

I'm sure a lot of those women who do those things have miscarriages, but a lot of them don't.

I feel so badly for those babies, the ones that are born addicted to crack, have asthma because their mother smoked or someone around them smoked, or have fetal alchohol syndrome.

They don't deserve that. They didn't even have a chance.

I may sound bitter about losing my baby, and I am. But isn't this what all women who have a miscarriage think?

Hi, my name is PK and I'm a googleholic.

I google everything. I'm sure most of you do, too.

If my husband and I are arguing over something and we both think we are right I say, "Google it."

Google is great because it connects me to other people who have gone through stuff that I have. (e.g miscarriage)
-I read about what they went through and compare myself to them. Some of them seem a lot worse than mine.

Google gives me information on things that I'm curious about. (e.g miscarriage, d & c)
-Symptoms
-Statistics
-All of that doctorly stuff that the doctors don't tell you

Google is a genious. It knows everything.

But you already knew that.

Google doesn't take the pain away from having a miscarriage though, it just gives me information so that I'm more knowledgeable about the situation.

Google can't fix all of my problems.

It is just a crutch to help me try and get through this.